Wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! (zipis1) wrote,
Wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
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Doing a little better today, though I'm still prone to random crying. And not so random crying, like when I walk by his bed and reach down to pet him out of habit. When I realize he's not there it's enough to bring me to my knees.

Matt took off work yesterday and today, and I got to talk to my old boss about it, both of which have helped. I described his symptoms to my old boss and she said it sounded like he could have had meningitis too, but confirmed that with how fast everything happened there was really nothing that could have been done.

I've been carrying his leash and collar around with me since Friday, which is probably a little weird but oh well. That and the lock of hair they gave me are all I have left of him. They're going to send me an imprint of his paw print too, and I'll be getting his ashes back in a week or so.

I'm hoping I can put this aside for work tomorrow. It seems like an impossible task right now but I'll have to try. It'll be good for me though to get out of the house and have something else to focus on.

I miss him so much though :(
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*million hugs*

I'm so sorry.
Thank you *hugs*
Do what you need to do; loosing a pet, especially one as close to you as Spud, is always heart-breaking. I am sorry, and I hope you can enjoy the memories, even when they are painful.
Thanks. It's so hard to believe he's gone :(

merimask

January 30 2011, 21:40:48 UTC 6 years ago Edited:  January 30 2011, 21:41:19 UTC

I'm so sorry, hon. *hug* You are a wonderful, loving pet owner and Spud was lucky to have you. You did everything right by him.

Take things slow, cry when you have to, and just be extra kind to yourself.
*hugs* Thank you so much for the gift. You're wonderful <3

It's so hard for me to believe that I'll never kiss his little cheeks or paws again, or have him look at me like I'm the only thing that matters in this world. God I loved him so much. It makes me wish there is a heaven just so I can see him again.
I'm so so sorry for your loss... *hugs*

*hugs more*